"DISTANCE"
PART I
~Introduction With You~
Past the end of 2011, is the toughest I have to go through. Times when I have to lay in the hospital almost a month. I was exposed to the disease typhoid fever or who is better known as Typhoid. I have felt bored in the hospital, I asked mama to quickly remove me from the hospital. I do not like lying in the hospital when I had to share a room with others. Incidentally VVIP room was full and I should be in the VIP room. Arrrggghhh .... Seemed to run out of places. Day after day I go through with only a lie, I was going to the toilet must be accompanied by a mom, and forbidden to move a lot of the doctors who treated me at that time. Feeling I was in prison. The most pathetic, I'm afraid if I have to go through the turn of the year in the hospital with just watching the fireworks from outside the bedroom window. And finally, my mother spoke with the doctor who took care to let me out of the hospital. Yaayy ... I finally came out. But when reached home I had to stay a month to rest and full bedrest at home.
A month went by that time, but I can not go to college, because it is still in the healing phase. I was bored at home. And I opened my laptop and browsing. Woow ... I found a website that can have a conversation with the video. At that time, I think I'm better than bored surfing the internet and found the website. The website can be used to chat with video. Almost an hour I was on the website, I have not found the right person to chat. I'm almost desperate and tired of looking and finally I found one person. Me and him do short conversation on the website and we both feel comfortable. Then, shortly we give each other Skype id and that night we continued the conversation in skype. Waahh ... how nice it was, seemed like I had known her very long. Call it the name Nian. sHe is from Taiwan and the same age with me. Perhaps because of that I feel comfortable and happy to meet her
The first day of meeting, she did not say much, maybe still a little early recognition so afraid to tell the truth. But then I talk a little bit dishonest, but I lied that I was still 18 years old. And she believes. The night was I didn’t want to stop chatting with her. Seemed to want to spend one night just to know each other. She said she was from Taiwan and I feel sad because of the distance between Taiwan and Indonesia very much. Why am I sad? because I wanted to meet her, speak directly with him, and who would have seen her smile. At that time I was very confused by my feelings, very confused. This is the first time I visited the website and then was she is the first person I knew in the virtual world. But I'm sure, not everyone who is known in cyberspace are bad people. Maybe people are overthinking. I felt he was different from the old to feel like I know her. The introduction of the first laugh I've felt I wanted this to end. But the clock 03.00am (midnight). SHe is from Taiwan may be very different time. But she said that our time same. At that moment I was confused. I read her profile on skype and she wrote down the country is Malaysia. At that time I began to suspect she might not come from Taiwan, but in the same time I believe he was probably lying.
Shortly thereafter, we both decided to finish chatting on skype at the time. hmm ... how sad and I still want to talk a lot. However, I have no right to forbid her to stop chatting away and it is the right of her and I have to understand.
“Thx for tonight. I m really glad to meet u Nian ” I said
“haha.. ok. “ She said
“see u next time ya… hv a nice dream” I said
And calls on skype was over. Huh ... how sad. In my heart I'm talking "What was she feeling sad or just leave and after that the end all be forgotten" Oh god I expect too much. I must be getting late night sleep.
The next day, I opened my skype all day long, but she would not go online. I'm so tired of staring at my laptop all day, but she did not come. Night came, she still has not shown up. At 00.00 pm local time he is still not online on skype, I re-visited website in which she and I met. However, I don’t find it. Several days have passed, I still wish her online on skype but until then she did not come yet. And until then, I was getting desperate and I sent her a message and give my phone number and an end. Because I still hope she read it and contacted me and finally ................
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